this is killing me and i have nobody to talk to about it. I need you back, and i’m destroyed that you seem like i mean nothing to you. You wanna be friends, but it has to be more than that for me. There’s a high chance that i’m not even going to university and all this mess will be caused for nothing, i need you back and we can sort things out IF i get the grades. If i don’t get the grades then i’m here for good. I miss you so much, and just having a laugh with you earlier made me crumple into fucking infinity because it reminded me of how good we were and how much i need you in my life to make me a better person. The last 5 days have been the worst in my life, the 73 days i was with you made me the happiest iv’e ever been and i want that back, and i know you do too. 

please

this can all be fine, and we can have an amazing summer together, then deal with a problem when it comes to it, i just want you back..

never felt so destroyed or alone